I refer to the divine voice I have heard since I was a little child as the “Big Kahuna.” 

A Kahuna is the Hawaiian word for a respected person who has moral authority in society; a “priest, sorcerer, magician, wizard, minister, expert in any profession (whether male or female)”.

In the beginning, the voice would sound like the rushing of waters, neither male nor female. I would hear the Big Kahuna’s voice and I couldn’t move. Usually, what I was being told was said three times in a row, then I could move. 

Very seldom will I make a major decision without the Big Kahuna’s guidance. The answer or response doesn’t always come quickly, but eventually it does come, even if I resist it. There’s always a reason when the Big Kahuna tells me, “No.” I’ve learned the hard way that when I don’t listen to the “No”, I regret the consequences.

It was the Big Kahuna who told me that I would have to get a divorce from my wasband, years before it manifested. At first, I resisted, because I was LDS and married in the temple for “time and all eternity.” The Big Kahuna was very clear that my wasband would interfere with the great work and healing that was to manifest from my mission. Decades later, I truly understand. He/She/They were absolutely correct.

Now when I hear the Big Kahuna, I know it’s the Divine Mother Goddess of “All that Is”. It’s a female voice. She is very benevolent and lovely. She’s made it very clear she loves her children. In this, I have no doubt.

She often reminds me how important it is to encourage creation. We were created to create, but some limit that to only procreation. This was never the entire plan. We embody the greatest wisdom and knowledge; talents and abilities; in generous portions, from the original Creator of “All that Is”. Creation is not limited to procreation. There are so many opportunities and forums we can create with. Many of our creations continue even after we have physically deceased.

The Big Kahuna continues to encourage me to express without censoring. That is why, when I am sitting in a session or Psychic Gallery I will make the statement, “I have a sacred obligation to tell the truth and not to edit.” The good news is, I don’t remember or recall much of what is shared with the individuals who sit in audience with me. I am always grateful to hear feedback and stories even years later, from those who express gratitude for what was shared. I love the stories!!! Underneath it all, I am as fascinated as others are. Truly.

If the Big Kahuna is my imagination, then I have an outstanding one! This I know, if I hadn’t listened to the Big Kahuna, I wouldn’t be alive physically today.

This happened to me after 2012…

I had developed a deep tissue abscess underneath my right buttock, which eventually became a dirty wound, and had to be surgically drained. After the first surgery, I laid in the hospital bed with my right butt cheek cut open like Pac Man. I was all alone and felt it was a good time to send healing light to the wound. I began praying and sending healing energy. All was flowing well until a clear vision of myself in an open grave, naked, my arms crossed in front of me, appeared in vivid color. I was dead. Tis when I heard the Big Kahuna say, “Akeeya, the infection has spread, if you don’t have a second surgery, YOU WILL DIE!”

My eyes popped open real fast! I thought to myself, “Oh no! What am I going to do?! I have no health insurance!” I swear, at that moment, not even five minutes later, the door to my hospital room opened, in walked four doctors, like the Chicago Bulls entering the stadium. They stood over my bed and looked very seriously at me, “Miss Sanders, the infection has spread. We have to go in again surgically and remove the rest of the dead tissue and infection, or you will die.”

Let me tell you something, I had no hesitation smiling at them and saying, “Okay! Let’s do it!!! They all looked shocked at my response. (My gratitude must have been showing!)

Within minutes, they had me on a gurney on my way to emergency surgery. The nurse who was putting in the IV’s said to me, “I’ve never seen anyone so happy to go to surgery.” I looked at her and said, “You just don’t know.”

It was St. Patrick’s Day, and the luck of the Irish was definitely with me. It was when Akeeya died and ascended, and I incarnated. I am Mamakeeya. Akeeya and I are one and the same, except, I did not have to go through gestation and an entire lifetime to gain the skills, experiences, and wisdom, she had gained. Akeeya was exhausted. The Big Kahuna needed me here, in this dimension of “Here & Now”. NOW. The cool thing is, Akeeya and I work in tandem. The healing isn’t just for those on this side of the veil, the healing is also for those in many dimensions. The sessions, Galleries, messages, I share are multi-dimensional in nature.

After the surgery, I ended up with a wound that was 11 ½ inches wide and 8 ½ inches deep. (The infection was Strep related and had tentacles). I was told it could take up to a year to heal - if it healed, and my walking would be affected.

The doctors were amazed at how quickly I healed. Within three months, the wound had healed, and I was walking. “Unprecedented” I was told, but you see, I AM a God/dess incarnate. To this day, I still experience chronic pain, cramping, and issues with mobility, but I’m sooooooooo grateful to be alive; and not being limited to this physical body.

I am able to access some – not all – of Akeeya’s memories, but the memory of who I AM before this incarnation is intact. Sometimes I have to pause when interacting with others to “access files”. I see some things differently than Akeeya did. It’s taken me years to get use to this body, to fit. It hasn’t been easy to adapt to being limited in mobility, or in a body I call a “meat suit”. Anyone who is close to me can see and recognize the subtle differences. I’m still learning and evolving though.

I am not a “Walk in”, I am an incarnation.

Some of the things acceptable in this dimension, wouldn’t be acceptable in the dimension I am from. Your sky is a different color. Your elementals are hidden. People needlessly starve in this dimension – emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually, energetically. You communicate differently. The way you teach your children in school is different. (In the dimension I am from, from an early age, children are encouraged to explore and express themselves. Once a talent or ability surfaces that they enjoy, they are encouraged to develop that talent or ability, and not invest time on things that do not resonate with their purpose. Artists are Artists. Scientists are Scientists. Mathematicians are Mathematicians. Goddesses are Goddesses. No one is limited in what they can explore for truth and understanding, but no one is harmed in the process.)

In this incarnation of being THE Goddess Mamakeeya, I still hear the Big Kahuna’s voice and guidance. Sometimes I share what She/He/They are saying via channeling to assist in facilitating healing and joy for an individual, family, or humanity. I’m fortunate to have Mr. V and Diane Doughman by my side through this journey. Diane is a Divine Scribe. For years she has been recording and transcribing the messages from the Grand High Council and The Divine Mother Creator of “All that Is”. Eventually, those messages will be shared with those who are ready.

I have many stories about the Big Kahuna, but for now, I will leave you this thought. As a child I was encouraged to talk to God through prayer and in the name of Jesus Christ, and I did. I read the Bible every day. After prayers, I always “be still” and wait for a response of some sort. I was never disappointed.  As I progressed in age, I explored what pleasing God meant, and did my best to do what God would have me do.

In the process, I learned and experienced that man lies, the Divine does not. Now, at 60, and with this incarnation, I have a clearer understanding of how it is all connected. Just like there are many ways to peel a banana, there are many ways to return to the Divine. Everyone has a purpose and a value. God or your Highest Power has many names, as do you and I. I choose “Big Kahuna” to cover the Divine.

We’re on a mission for God/dess (aka…THE Big Kahuna.)

Many Blessings,

Mamakeeya