MY STORIES SO FAR
There are a lot of emotions I process as I share my stories with you through blogging. I do not share the stories to portray being a victim. I share the stories to share the steps and process of understanding, that I am a Divine being living a human existence.
The only authority of me, is me. The only authority of you, is you.
I heard the Divine voice speaking to me the other day as I was blogging. She said, “All these things you experienced not so that others would believe you, but that you would believe yourself, and in me.” This was a profound thing to hear from the Big Kahuna herself.
Over and over again, I have heard how vital faith is. Have faith in God. Have faith in the Divine Plan. Exercise faith. I believe that includes having faith in ourselves.
Each of us is born with a Divine purpose. Just because it’s Divine, doesn’t mean it has to be miserable or we have to suffer. In fact, I believe the opposite is true, especially with all my conversations with the Divine. God/dess provides the best environments for us to grow and blossom. All was created for all. There is always more than enough to share.
Because of the punishing judgements I experienced and endured from a small age, I’m better equipped to handle the skeptics who show up, including the people I love. I’ve learned it’s not necessary that anyone believe me, it’s necessary that I believe in myself. I’m not here to convince you, I’m a Divine messenger. You decide if what I share is true. Your hearts will validate the truth. Besides, I have a sacred obligation to share what I see. God/dess believes in me, more than I have ever believed in myself. She tells me all the time, “Just show up. I’ll be there…”
If I can’t be honest with myself, how can I be honest with the Divine or others? Honesty includes acknowledging my tastes, my preferences, my comfort, my pleasure, my experience(s). Nothing is hidden from the Divine, including our shadow sides and choices. Our shadows amplify our light, and change based on the position of the light.
The truth always surfaces – one way or another, whether here or the other side.
I am on a Mission for God/dess, so I answer to her, but I truly do enjoy sharing what “I see”.
Remember that old saying, “You can draw a horse to water, but you can’t force it to drink.” It’s true, even after souls complete their time on earth. The Divine can point the way, but it’s your choice whether you decide to go in that direction or not. There are so many options for each of us to choose.
In the beginning, I chose the religious option, because I felt that others, especially those older than myself, were the authorities and knew what would please God. I discovered man lies, God does not. I do not believe in simply a Patriarchal Order. Who among us was born without a female? To me, it’s easier to trace a child’s Matriarchy than Patriarchy, without scientific methods. God/dess is not second to God, that was a creation of man. God/dess is one and the same. One. Just as we have many identities, so too does God/dess.
It took a quarter of my lifetime to shift from being religious to being spiritual. I can see and reverence much of that which is religious, but spirituality is unlimited. It is not restricted to a day, a garb, an edifice. It is all encompassing. “All that Is.”
I experienced enough judgements and uncomfortableness in religion to not limit myself to one belief, one answer. We exist in many dimensions at once, giving ourselves the options to choose better for ourselves is necessary. Religion was necessary to set a good foundation of discipline and observance, but it’s judgements are more of man, than the Divine’s.
If something or someone is making you uncomfortable enough to feel like you have no hope, no choice, no desire to live – The Divine is talking to you. Get out of Dodge. Find a healthy way. There are so many resources available. There are no shortcuts. Invest in the best for yourself. Do it. Stop hesitating. You are worth it. You are Divine. Plus, there’s more than one way to peel a banana.
There are no shortcuts to ascending, but there are mighty adventures and revelations.
Pay attention to the hosts of individuals who accompany you on your journey. Who is it that supports and uplifts you? Who is it that challenges you? Who is it that loves you enough to tell you the truth, even when you aren’t receptive?
We are not born alone. We do not leave here alone. There is always someone out there who is meant to join you on your journey. That’s why we each have spirit guides and ancestors, et cetera… to assist. Of course, many seek to share their journey with someone who loves their heart exclusively. I am convinced we must find this in ourselves, in order to experience it with another. I believe it is possible for us to discover and share it with many.
I enjoy marinating on the wisdom the Divine shares with me. It gives me a greater understanding of it all, and guides me to make better choices for “All that Is”.
God/dess is the one who showed me there are always “messages within the messages”. Life is a wonderful treasure hunt. Your heart is the treasure. Please be honest with your heart. Talk to it. Acknowledge it. Share time with it. Not only did our hearts beat in synch with our biological mothers, but continues to do so with the Divine Mother, for the Divine Mother created us first.
I will continue to blog/share more stories. Each one assisted me in developing and blossoming into the God/dess I am in this dimension of “Here & Now”. It’s been quite a spectacular journey. Thank you for the character you are in my lifetime(s). I am grateful.
To be continued…
Many Blessings,
Mamakeeya